so the job i have had has cuased me so much grief and stress i have had to take a leave of abscence, due to personal reasons which as stand are i cant have the personal relationships i have had there and work there, mainly the one that had developed over night and went froma friendship to something else then has gone i think basically to nothing ( Read more... )

okay so have moved now 6 times this year and am still on/ off sleeping in my messy car. looking for a third job, getting aver whelemd with people, adn am begining to limit those i can handle, becuase the ones i am limiting to are mainly so much, though they do give back. the problem iam finding lately when i want to talkt o some oen is either they ( Read more... )

basically my life right now, dating for distractions, wanting to avoid a relationship, and a dating/ sexual experience if possible, trying to not get mistaken like i have on one date for messing around and what not, and bel ess nieve when asked to " just sleep" men arent safe, and arent trust worty even if they are more easily able to get along ( Read more... )

AM in the mood to date, attempted to meets oeone fromt he internet but that blew, am kinda relived for inthe process i realized i dont really want to meet to many more new people, especialy ones thata can be sort of people i might get attatched to. i am already atatched to too many people in far to many ways, i dont thinki can spread" the love" or ( Read more... )

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wow two updates so close together intresting. so i visited my father. mae my mom wait in the car because i think i said this in the other post that i ran out of gas so instead of continuing to normandy blv, i stopped home at 7 am. that wasintresting greeting and yet not the worst. and hopefully the last. until i pick up my books then that can be ( Read more... )

a weird three weeks. I cant wait till i can afford to enroll at ucf and utilize there counselor, psychologist area or people. So believe it or not tom has a love interest and for those who don’t believe it isn’t me. I know that’s what certain people where afraid of that tom would like me and then I would like him and it would be ore then what it ( Read more... )

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the thing with men right now is that once they get past the caring forme past friendsthing they mistake what i say or do as something else. to society how i acto with those i care about constitutes either that i am a loose gal, or that i string people along. if i tell you how it is from the get go what i want and how i feel, is it really stringing ( Read more... )