Dear Diary~ [Page 36 - Jaejoong]
[Page 36 - Jaejoong] I'm hungry. xD
Dear Diary,
I’m better now.
I think.
Since everyone is basically avoiding everyone else now, I’ve had a lot of time to think. And in that thinking, I’ve discovered that that is my downfall. Thinking.
I don’t know what’s wrong with me. I just…I…I don’t…I can’t…I…I…I…
See?!
That’s what happens when I try to think, so I normally avoid it and just…do. But that hasn’t been working out so well for me.
I think this inability to think is catching, though. Yoochun seems to have such a one track mind lately. Does he even know what’s going on?
Anyway, we’re staying with Kangin and Leeteuk now because of my…episode. But we seriously COULD NOT stay with Donghae and Eunhyuk. I universally doubt that there is one place I have touched in that entire house-no. In that entire city block that those two haven’t fornicated on previously.
Seriously? Do those two ever get a room??
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Oh, yeah. Changmin slept in the room right next to them and kept complaining/mumbling every morning about how he was developing moaning-induced insomnia at night.
He doesn’t really talk to anyone lately. Just mumbles under his breath by himself. That boy has so much to complain about. But I know him. Even though I completely betrayed him. He does that when he’s either guilty, nervous or really, really, REALLY hungry. I usually don’t let him get that hungry, so I’m guessing it’s one of the other two.
He spoke to me one time, though while we were with Donghae and Eunhyuk.
“Hyung…are you almost done cooking?”
I was happy.
I think Yoochun has forgiven me.
…That felt good. I think I’ll write it again.
Yoochun forgave me. Yoochun forgave me. Yoochun doesn’t hate Jaejoong. Jaechun forevah. YOOCHUN FORGAVE ME.
At least…I think so.
He doesn’t glare at me anymore. In fact, all he does is smile. I think all this extra Junsu he’s been receiving got to his head. But I’m not complaining because YOOCHUN FORGAVE ME.
Yunho is just weird.
Wait! No. I’m trying to think more and use more tact while I’m expressing myself. I’m way too blunt for society to handle.
Yunho is just…weird.
Okay, so that didn’t work. That’s just what he is, there’s no other way to explain it.
I offered to cook while at Kangin and Leeteuk’s house and Grandma Leeteuk insisted that I sit down and rest while he cooks. Actually, he conned Kangin into cooking, but whatever.
At first Yunho was calm-no other particular emotion I could detect. Just…calm. And he was quietly reading a book in the kitchen until hyung pushed me out of the way so that Kangin could man the stove. After that he just…left. He mumbled something that didn’t even sound like Korean and left.
He was hungry, too. He was drumming his fingers on the table while I was preparing the ingredients and tapping his foot to some invisible music like he usually does when he’s expecting food. Guess he lost his appetite. I don’t understand why, though, because Kangin’s cooking is actually pretty good, despite how manly he may seem.
We didn’t get to eat, anyway. Kangin had to leave the kitchen to help Changmin figure out where the Discovery Channel was on his TV and left the food to Junsu.
Rookie mistake.
I never even let Junsu watch the pot while I have to change the laundry in the middle of cooking or something. He’s worse in the kitchen than Donghae is in a room alone with someone else’s electrics.
Anyway.
The rice blew up.
Yes. The rice. Blew up.
I have no idea how he did it, but I think it’s black magic. That must mean that puppy dog look Yoochun always gives him must be sorcerer’s work as well. Creepy.
I’m glad Yoochun and Junsu are together. They’re so much happier with each other. Maybe my stupid blunder was a good thing. It helped get them into each other’s arms, right? Right?
…
I still won’t be doing that again.
I seriously couldn’t take it anymore, though.
I wasn’t speaking up about all the torture I was receiving because I thought I deserved it. But then…it kept coming. And coming.
Karma sure is cruel. Or maybe I’m cruel. Karma must have believed what I did was equally as bad as the treatment I was receiving. Despite that, I still snapped.
I’d rather not write about it, though. My stupidity is getting expensive for Yunho, so I think I’ll sit back and wait out this whole mess from now on.
Oh! Oh! Guess what I found out I can do. I can stick out my shoulder blades so that I look like an angel. It’s so cool. I discovered this when I was coming out of the shower and Yoochun saw me while I was looking around for a shirt and he said, “Look! Angel-Jae.”
Kangin said it looked weird when I showed him and Leeteuk scolded him. He said not to talk to his grandson like that. I’m his grandson again! I’m still going to think of Kangin as my grandpa. I have to be careful not to say it out loud. Gramps is really cranky.
I think that was the first time I’ve spoken to anyone this whole week without being spoken to first. Well, maybe not since Yoochun made the comment first. I don’t know.
I’m kind of hungry. I’ll go make myself a sandwich and a glass of apple juice. One second, Diary.
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That took longer than expected. Changmin kept lingering around the kitchen drooling so I secretly left him two sandwiches. One won’t satisfy him for very long. So cute the way his face brightened when he saw that I made three sandwiches and left the two for him. Does this mean he’s my son again? I can adopt him again if he’ll let me.
Shopping. Shopping, shopping. I really need to go shopping. Relieves stress.
Yesung and Kyuhyun visited us yesterday. Yesung’s hair was wild. Like, like…someone accidentally poured bleach on his head.
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Now that I think about it, Kyuhyun mentioned that Ryeowook suspiciously refused to visit us. He said he’ll just call or something. And Yesung suspiciously suspiciously refused to acknowledge Ryeowook’s existence. Hmmmm…
Grrrrrr. I feel anxious. I can’t not talk for so long. I don’t know if anyone would listen to me if I spoke to them. Leeteuk went out for a bit. Kangin is…I don’t know where he went. Bathroom? Nah. I don’t feel like checking. I think I’ll go borrow their piano for a while. Music, music, music.
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Oh…my…. Whoops.
Just spilled my apple juice on a picture of Kangin on the table next to the piano. Whoops, whoops, whoops. Darn my clumsiness. I’ll just use the curtain to clean it up really fast before he comes in.
Crap. What’s wrong with me?? I’m the housekeeper. That was a no-no. Oh, man…I’d flip out like Yunho did when Changmin dropped his watch in the sing that one time if someone ruined my
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What was that?!
Sorry, Diary. I just heard…I don’t know what I heard. An explosion? Is Junsu in the kitchen again? I’ll go check.
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Ah, this is not pretty.
Kangin is really red right now. Actually, so is Yunho. It’s kinda cute.
Looks like Yunho broke the TV. Wow. How does he do it? I wonder if he lost the remote control, too, like last time. I don’t see it...
Yoochun needs to quit laughing. It’s making Kangin even more furious and I’m starting to laugh now. Ahh. Hold it…hold it…
Excuse me, Diary, I need to hide my face in you. You don’t mind, right? I’m…trying out this whole think before I act thing. Okay, get ready.
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Darn it, I’ll miss the whole thing if I do that.
Double wow. Yunho did lose the remote control again. Only this time he lost it inside the TV. Threw it in frustration or something and didn’t expect it to go flying at the screen.
Haha… Yunho, you’re stronger than you think you are.
He should relax a bit. He would only do something bizarre like throw an innocent remote control if he’s incredibly tense.
…Kangin should relax, too. The veins in his neck are about to pop while he’s yelling at Yunho.
Actually, I think we should all relax. I’m too unsure about everything to try to help Yunho, (Even though it sounds like it’s totally his fault. Haha…) Yoochun is having too much fun laughing, Junsu is still hiding in shame outside as far away from the kitchen as he can get, and Changmin is trying too hard to focus on his second sandwich to help the poor guy.
Somehow, I feel like in the old days, we’d all be surrounding the source of the problem, trying to bail Yunho out while calming down a very, very irate Kangin hyung.
Oh, well. I’ll go quietly surf the internet for a new TV.
~Broken J almost fixed.
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