Dear Diary~ [Page 35 - Junsu]
[Page 35 - Junsu] I just thought about this. An excuse explanation for all the previous angst. Well.....this is a series of diaries, right? So when we write in our real diaries, we don't necessarily always have crackish thoughts. xD To keep it realistic, sometimes the dong bang boys are sad. But I promise, it will get more crackish from here. ^w^
Dear Diary,
Seriously, though. I love him and everything, but Yoochunnie is really stupid sometimes.
He was so spaced out while he were trying to pack this morning and kept staring at me and smiling like a goofball. Not that I didn’t like it. I did. I really, really did. But…he should consider focusing more on things other than me.
It’s like he’s forgotten why Jaejoong was so upset.
I think I know what made him switch from being so viciously vengeful to being this happy, smiling teddy bear.
…
It really is because he finally has me.
…That makes me happy. But…still.
Right after Jaejoong started screaming and tearing down the apartment, I muttered something. I didn’t even intend for Yoochun to hear it, but I think he did. What did I say? Oh yeah.
“The hate has run its course. It’s time to stop.”
That is the only explanation I have. How is that not the reason? Right when we got in the car this morning to leave, Yoochun made a little joke about how umma and appa were sitting together. (Because Yunho and Jaejoong were sitting in the front.)
Then he went back to sleep.
Hah…dork.
But he’s my dork. Chundork. Chunface. Chunnie bunny.
Eunhyuk always calls me a wimp, but I never thought it was true til now. Why didn’t I stop crying before Yoochun flipped his lid and everything fell out of place?
Because of me.
Hey, I’m like Helen of Troy, the face that launched a thousand ships.
But I’m Junsu of the seventh floor, the butt that launched an angry Yoochun.
How pathetic. Eunhyuk doesn’t need to know all this, though. Maybe I’ll talk to Junho about it later, but right now I think I’ll keep my guilt to myself.
I think the five of us are basically still shocked. The only ones that have actually regularly spoken to each other are me and Yoochun. I mean, there’s no hatred, but it’s…tense.
Changmin keeps complaining about things under his breath by himself.
I can hear him.
Stupid dongsaeng…
He’s the one that sounds like a crazy old man on the side of the street talking to himself, but he has the nerve to mutter horrible things about ME?
Why am I annoying? Why?! Just cause I ask questions all the time when I’m confused? Well, CHANG. MIN. My mom says that when smart kids have a question, they should raise their hands and ask. So there.
Hmph. Well, if I ask too many questions, then he complains WAY too much.
Yunho mumbles, too, but not to himself like a crazy person. It’s just, he’s usually so clear and authoritative but now he just mumbles orders at us. Like this morning when we were packing:
“Changmin, get the suitcases…”
“What, hyung?”
“I said…get the suitcases…”
“…Okay…”
“Junsu, watch your step…”
“Huh?”
“I said, um, don’t-don’t step in that water…”
“Oh…okay, hyung…”
“Yoochun…did you…change your pants yet…?”
“WHAT?! TALK LOUDER, YUNHO!”
“I said-! I mean, just do something productive…”
“Aish…fine. Yah, Junsu!”
“Jaejoong…”
“…Yes…”
“…Nice shirt…”
“What?”
“I-I said…take out what’s left in the fridge…”
“Can you speak up, please…Yunho?”
“Ah, um-don’t worry about it…”
Jaejoong is generally quiet. Never speaks unless spoken to…which is really a change from normal Jaejoong. Really. Usually he’s babbling everywhere…kind of like me. But why does Changmin only complain about my big mouth?! Stupid dongsaeng.
I’m too scared to talk directly to anyone. I’m too scared to do anything. But we’ve been together for so long, I think we’ll eventually work it out over time. It’s just a matter of when.
So, we’re at Eunhyuk and Donghae’s place now.
Until our place gets repaired and everything, we have to stay somewhere else for a while. Good thing our friends are so giving.
Actually, they’re acting like nothing happened. I think that’s good so we can all get back to where we used to be sooner. Donghae is watching Jaejoong cook in silence right now. Or at least he was. Where did he go?
I think Yoochun is in the bathroom. That’s the only reason he’s not attached to me right now. I miss him already…
I would be sitting with Changmin right now watching TV, but the World Cup is long over and Changmin thinks I’m ANNOYING. Pfft. Just because I make inappropriate noises in the movie theater sometimes…it wasn’t my fault. Junho texted me a really, really funny joke.
But anyway, I think I’m gonna go in the kitchen and watch Jaejoong cook. I can’t find Eunhyuk, anyway.
…
It. Smells. Good.
How did we ignore this for so long???
Oh, now Changmin’s running in. Stupid dongsaeng. Well he can find another seat because the one I’m sitting in is MINE.
Yeah, that’s right. Sit on the OTHER side of the table. Yeah. Complain by YOURSELF. And NO Jaejoong is NOT finished cooking…so QUIT ASKING.
Okay, I’m bored with using caps.
In fact, I’m bored with just sitting in the kitchen with these two in awkward silence, so I’ll move somewhere else.
To the great outdoors!
Ahhhhh. So refreshing. And it seems so clean outside since the storm passed. Maybe Kyuhyun’s sinuses will clear up soon. Poor guy. Ryeowook called and told me how he’s been driving everyone crazy with his sniffling and sneezing and de-sanitizing every available space in the house.
The wind is blowing. The birds are chirping. The men are moaning.
…What the…?
…
Eunhyuk, you dirty hound.
So, this is where Donghae and Eunhyuk ran off to?? Outside the house up against a tree pounding the life out of each other?? Even me and Yoochun try to be more discreet than this. Okay, I’m going back inside. Too much…nature for me.
…
It’s locked. How did the door lock?
Gaaaah!
Eunhyuk saw me, Diary! He WINKED at me!?!?!! He KNOWS that I’m watching him bang Donghae senseless in public and he WINKS at me??!!
He must have planned this. He must have….he must have…
I don’t know how he did it, but he’s more devious than other people like to give him credit. But I didn’t think he was so…
Sadistic.
How does this turn him on? And what about Donghae? Does he know?? I don’t think he’s seen me yet. He’s got his eyes rolled too far back in his head…
…
Eewwwww.
There has got to be a back door around here somewhere. I am GOING TO FIND THAT DOOR. An open window. A crawl space. Something to get me away from these animals.
…
Ew. Just…ew.
~Tainted Su
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