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God damnit
I just want my babies to be okay. I hate this shit! I keep hoping for the best, but know deep down I have to make decisions. I’m not strong enough for this. -
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freaking out. 11 weeks until baby is here, but it'll be closer to 8 if my hunch is correct ( Read more... ) -
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Current life goal #anorexicalcoholic. LMAO I want all my calories to come from liquid. -
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So tired on many different levels. I want people around, but all people annoy me and let me down. So that leads to the question what's wrong with me? What can I work on? And so the self study and betterment begins -
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Having a what the fuck am I thinking moment. Jacob is an asshole. He just is. Everything is an argument, and now he's taken to screaming about how much he hates me. And I've decided to have another little life drainer?! Wtf was I thinking? -
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I have been saying this to my husband everyday for the last 3 weeks, but I seriously just want to sleep until the baby comes.......wake me up in december -
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I feel like i'm complaining to much on social media about my pregnancy, which is annoying because so many people know I was trying for so long. So i need some where to complain, and this is it. No one comes on here anymore, so it feels safe. I'm not gaining weight even though i'm eating over 500 calories more a day. it's weird, but i'm definitely ( Read more... ) -
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Finally freaking pregnant!!! Known for a few days but don't see the doc until the 28th. Timing couldn't be shittier with my birthday right around the corner and the due date being the week of Christmas, but whatever. Lol -
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being a month away from 30 realization.......I've never had a best friend consistently throughout my life. I either have a best friend, or I'm in a relationship and that person is my whole life.....there aren't in betweens. Whats wrong with me? I don't have enough sanity to keep multiple people in my life? ugh weird. -
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Feeling so lonely lately. I definitely need more reliable friends, people that put in what I put in, but I constantly complain about it, and don't see it changing, that there is no one like me. I'm afraid of social interaction, but apparently I'm good at it? I don't know anymore. Life is weird. Life is hard. I'm tired.