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freaking out. 11 weeks until baby is here, but it'll be closer to 8 if my hunch is correct.
I'm having mom guilt and battling with myself over the breastfeeding journey this time around. I've had 3 months out of the last 2 years where my body was "mine". I've been pregnant or breastfeeding for 2 freaking years straight. It's exhausting. I'm tired, and I don't know if I can keep it going. When I formula feed Jon can help, I don't have to schedule myself around a milking machine or a tiny, hungry human. It basically just means i can have more time to think, relax, recover, and not worry. I'm still going to try to feed with my boobs again, but it is just so stressful, and i really want a minute to be selfish. ugh.
I'm having mom guilt and battling with myself over the breastfeeding journey this time around. I've had 3 months out of the last 2 years where my body was "mine". I've been pregnant or breastfeeding for 2 freaking years straight. It's exhausting. I'm tired, and I don't know if I can keep it going. When I formula feed Jon can help, I don't have to schedule myself around a milking machine or a tiny, hungry human. It basically just means i can have more time to think, relax, recover, and not worry. I'm still going to try to feed with my boobs again, but it is just so stressful, and i really want a minute to be selfish. ugh.