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Tearing Off the Band-Aid
So, this past week has been a roller coaster at the very least. The highs and lows never cease and there simply doesn't seem to be an end in sight, no matter how "past it" I feel I am at certain times. I'm thankful for the advice my friends offer and time they give up trying to help me. I can't keep them every hour of the day and unfortunately that ( Read more... ) -
Parallels and Endings
Well, life has put me in a strange situation. Probably one I never really thought I'd have to face. There isn't much I can say regarding how unnerving it is to not have an idea of at least where the future is going, now more than ever. What can you do about it? Not much, to answer my own question. It's not easy being alone again.
"Where do I go ( Read more... ) -
The Art of Existing
I have a weakness. Something I've probably always known but have never pinpointed. Whether it's some intrinsic mindset or just fabrication of something bigger than I'm making it out to be, I can't deny that I fall into fits of lament because of it. My being and every fiber in my body cries out to be something of note.
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Kio Alone, Part 1
Air sits heavy within my lungs. I exhale what feels like fire, unnerving me slightly. I take a deeper breath and let the world rest around me as I take myself away from where I sit. The bumps and nudges of the train floor edges a man onto my shoulder. He stares at me without so much as a ‘sorry.’ And why would he be as hundreds of us are carted off ( Read more... ) -
(Untitled)
I don't think I could major in music because I couldn't bare to dissect every song I listen to and find faults in my favorite songs, losing the magic in finding a song which would sound fantastic to my unknowing mind, but a mess to the mind of a music major. -
I'm Not An Alien and Don't Play Poker Pt. 1
If you want to learn a little about my past and thoughts and their correlations to the present, these are the posts for you. I restumbled upon a band yesterday I streamed extensively during high school and it made me want to write about the final year of high school. Feel free to read them in strides or whenever you are just curious.
My Hate of ( Read more... ) -
Directionals
As weeks speed by, I come to realize I'm not as invulnerable as I thought I was. So busy, day in and day out that this first half of the semester I've barely had time to breathe. I find it nearly impossible to hold a balance between work, school, relationship, friends. As of now, I think it's finally catching up to me to where I feel exhausted, ( Read more... ) -
"Runner's Low"
This is a conceptual script I wrote for one of the classes I am taking. I the assignment was to take a significant moment in your life and fictionalize it. I think I went a little overboard haha, but I ended up taking a moment from high school when I ran the best race of my life and fictionalized it a lot! Hope you enjoy!FADE IN ( Read more... ) -
An Update on Life in General
I realize only my friends will read this and I want to take the moment to say thank you. Thank you each and every one of you for being there for me. You all literally mean the world to me and I can't thank you enough for the friendship that no amount of money could recreate. I love you all to death. This is why I'll buy you guys food sometimes or ( Read more... ) -
southwestern, a story four years in the making
I'll admit, I was like most kids out of high school who abhorred the thought of going to Southwestern. The thought in itself was horrid and nearly considered taboo. The atmosphere is disengaging, with most students being stuck in the limbo that is community college. I desperately wanted out ( Read more... )