Feb 26, 2015 23:56
So, this past week has been a roller coaster at the very least. The highs and lows never cease and there simply doesn't seem to be an end in sight, no matter how "past it" I feel I am at certain times. I'm thankful for the advice my friends offer and time they give up trying to help me. I can't keep them every hour of the day and unfortunately that's where my lows come sweeping back in.
Alongside this loss I have an infatuation of which I can't run from or avoid. Not that I really want to avoid it. This kind of soft obsession actually helps get my mind off of the turmoil it's in. Things are in such disarray and my mind disheveled. I just hope that all the good in my life balances out with the bad in my life right now.
I need to travel
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