its currently 1230 am and i am sitting at the breakfast bar in my kitchen waiting for the microwave timer to go off to tell me that my Frenchbread pizza is done and ready for me to eat. I'm FREAKING HUNGRY as shit right now and hell if i know why. Pretty much it all comes down to the fact that i'm nervous about all this shit that's been going on ( Read more... )

I'm workin my butt off this summer. I've met some cool people. I've turned 20. I've discovered that dark circles actually are capable of developing under my eyes and i've learned how to work a cash register. Now if i could just have a fun day or two summer wouldn't be soo bad. I'm exausted. Pooped you could say. But i'm SO tired that i cant sleep. ( Read more... )

The faint music was still going as i slowly walked down the main all of my second job of the day. I wasn't really listening to it, nor was i completely there in my mind. but my feet kept walking. As i walked out the side door into the warm summer air, i sighed. Then took a deep breath. The day was over. As i walked to my croockedly parked teal car ( Read more... )

Its Funny how  we do things. to please other people ( Read more... )

Today's probably one of the longest days of my life ( Read more... )

things on my mind...

I miss Jenn
I miss our messy room
random conversation with neighbor
my hip hurts like the DICKENS
i miss late night convo's in the meetingroom
i miss getting hit on and liking it
Louie
Kevin
BAM
Jess
Joe
Ashley
JASON
TRISTAN
haha i miss them
i want starbursts
i need medicine

memories
I'm definately making a scrapbook
Kristin Smalley is my hero ( Read more... )

SOO... its finals week. And not only do i feel stupid. But i feel stupid and emotional because of girly times. WOOHOO FOR ME. YUP.

Plus tomorrow Bekah leaves for Alaska but i'm not gonna be able to see her because i've got Two finals tomrorow and i'm gonna miss here like CRAZY. :( Its quite sad. :( She's gonna be gone for  five months and I hate it ( Read more... )

I love it when i get frustrated

Cuz i take it out on everyone.

and then people get mad at me.

and then i want to cry... which i'm close to doing at the moment

CUZ I"M FRUSTRATED

fuck this

Goodbye sweet memories of mine
with the cold wind blowing i say goodbye
years past by and you have not been kind
so with the cold wind blowing i run and hide

the rain its falling down
sunlight wont be all around 
depression sets in
we're in for the worst

a sigh comes out of opened lips
a simple blink of an eye
the deed is done i cant get out of this
and so i ( Read more... )

so today was pretty damn interesting.... woke up this morning and didn't want to get out of bed as usual. The process seemed to go so slowly for me today. Oy. So anyway.... Get outta bed... go to Psych... that class took forever. Then went to english... We ended up outside. Wasn't a bad class at all... my coffee sucked though. Then Jenn and i came ( Read more... )