So, I went out with some friends tonight. We had fun. It was a romantic movie. I cant stop thinking about him. I cant see myself growing old with anyone else. I dont want to see my self with anyone else. I dont think I would be as good with anyone else. Our kids, our future, our home... In my head it is all perfect including my husband. I want all ( Read more... )

Its never enough. So far things are going ok. Going the way I would like, and I am still not happy. There is one particular moment that play in my head with him. It was when I went home for New Years. We were lying in his bed just giggling, and having fun. I remember I told myself that this is what life is meant for. I told myself I would remember ( Read more... )

You know what I say... Fuck it. Fuck it all in the butt, sideways.

I hate this, I feel like I have made the biggest mistake. There is just something that tells me we shouldnt be together right now. I cant help it. I got to go with my gut feeling. I dont want to lose him though. I know sooner or later he will get mad and he will go be with other girls. I cant see that, I dont want to see that. It literally makes me ( Read more... )

So...I did it. We broke up. I miss him, but I know this is right for now. I can see us together, I know we are going to be great together, but not now. I need to be alone. We did this when I was in tech school, and I went back too soon. It has nothing to do with love. I know i love him. I want to be with him. I will be with him. The saying " Its ( Read more... )

I am trying this out to see if I can get some advice. I am in a relationship for almost 2 years. When things are good they are great, but when they are bad...I have never felt that much pain from one person. We are very far apart. We are on opposite sides of the country. I dont know if I am scaring myself out of a relationship or if this isnt meant ( Read more... )