So...
So...I did it. We broke up. I miss him, but I know this is right for now. I can see us together, I know we are going to be great together, but not now. I need to be alone. We did this when I was in tech school, and I went back too soon. It has nothing to do with love. I know i love him. I want to be with him. I will be with him. The saying " Its not you, its me" really applys. Im sorry. I dont want to see other people. I just want to be on my own. When we get back, it will be for good or not at all. I know it will be for good. I also know that I need to be alone. I know I am repeating myself. My mind is just racing. Its going nuts.
It was a four day wekend, and I got smashed every night. I loved it, and had so much fun. I had fun and there was some sadness, because of what happened. I have to go back to work and I really dont want to. This job is going to be the death of me. LOL. Kidding, Im just tired thats all. Tired of it all.
It was a four day wekend, and I got smashed every night. I loved it, and had so much fun. I had fun and there was some sadness, because of what happened. I have to go back to work and I really dont want to. This job is going to be the death of me. LOL. Kidding, Im just tired thats all. Tired of it all.