Never Enough
Its never enough. So far things are going ok. Going the way I would like, and I am still not happy. There is one particular moment that play in my head with him. It was when I went home for New Years. We were lying in his bed just giggling, and having fun. I remember I told myself that this is what life is meant for. I told myself I would remember this moment. I have though about it over and over. This is good for us. I know it is. I wish I knew my job as much as I know other things. I am getting nervous, because I am always training. I feel left out all the time. I am trying to keep up but it is hard. Its really is. Dont get me wrong I like what I do. Kinda. I love the people. I hope I catch on soon.
Today was weird. I was talking to a friend about how we both didnt know where another friend was and guess who pulls up beside us? The person we were thinking about. How cool, and weird. So, you know what I did.... I bought a lottery ticket and...............I won 50 bucks. That right. That luck was too much to pass up. I think I worry too much, and I am going to stop that...today. Tomorrow starts a whole new day. The first day of the rest of your life. Goodnight
Today was weird. I was talking to a friend about how we both didnt know where another friend was and guess who pulls up beside us? The person we were thinking about. How cool, and weird. So, you know what I did.... I bought a lottery ticket and...............I won 50 bucks. That right. That luck was too much to pass up. I think I worry too much, and I am going to stop that...today. Tomorrow starts a whole new day. The first day of the rest of your life. Goodnight