I havent updated in like ever, today was depressing i didnt leave the house i waited for my b.f to call he never did i just waited by the phone like somethin wounld happen. i should have known better. i dont think he really cares like he says. i think he just keeps me on the side for when he wants me to be around. everyone i told about this has ( Read more... )

i hate my dad, hes a bitch hes yelling at everyone cause hes pissed that my sister has black friends. hes like "no shes not awolled to see, or go in the car, not to come over, or talk to them" just because they are black. i fucking hate him hes just fucking up everyones life just because hes unhappy that theres no the same color in the house ( Read more... )

( Wake up now, It's over, Just tell me it's okay to die )

Im really worried about my friend, he didnt seem okay like himself i didnt know what to say to him to make him feel better everything that use to cheer him up didnt work.. he just made a comment and it was like a sad or angry one.. :o( he just left after talking a little cause he said he was going to bed to sleep it off or something.. i hope hes ( Read more... )

i fucking cant stand my dad just comes to my room to yell at me to say fucking keep my door open everyday, fucking Psm-ing my god when hes done just leaves. fucking thinks i look at porn or some shit like that my fucking god what trust i have from my parents.. and a few days ago hes like you better not being doing drugs! what the hell when he says ( Read more... )

Back with Joe.. :o) well today did the practice mile.. i like run kinda slow the whole time, then the last one i ran as fast as i could and everyone was sooo surprised idk why... but i pushed myself i think too much cause i was sooooo lazy so it didnt help, and i almost fainted cause i didnt have food in me.. ahh well other news.. i dont remember ( Read more... )

first ripped up paper i need.. so taped back together and handed it in... didnt get the best look. then Bloody nose cuase im too stressed out. i dont think i need to say why....:( cause i really fucked up things, i just need sleeep.

as much as some hate me right now, i dont know what to do and no one to talk to... everyone is busy.. unlike me...:o(

i feel so sick... ahh! im so tired of feeling this way.

Today...

GIRLS NIGHT OUT!aww i missed those days!:o) it was just Sylvia, Kristen and Me. Like the old days.. i miss them ..:o) Well first went Glow In The Dark Mini Golfing.. after the first round we ran around for a second lol cause it was a lot of money for only one time.. lol even after i got a discount.lol.Then there mini bowling in there ( Read more... )