i'm married. that guy i wrote about down there, i married him--he married me ( Read more... )

year one ( Read more... )

...then I believe in what you say, there's nothing left for you to do. The only proof that I need, is you ( Read more... )

You are the best thing that's ever been mine.

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something inside me….could this be real? i get anxiety just thinking of the things he could be thinking. the thought of it just gives me a splitting headache. is this real? are my feelings actually reciprocated? how? it makes me so happy, so high, that i immediately want to come back down to earth. and crush these dreams because they've ( Read more... )

your idea of me and who/what i really am.

ohhhh vegas. why do they find me there, and why do they leave me here.

when will i get it right.

when will they get it right.

what is wrong with me.

never the exception, always the rule.

they say you can't go home again..........you leave home, you move on and you do the best you can. i got lost in this old world and forgot who i am ( Read more... )

i fell once in november. hard. and it happened from one week to the next ( Read more... )

i think i forgot what it feels like. when i think about it, it just exhausts me. sure it'd be great, but the odds of it are so far fetched. and even if found, the odds of it lasting are even greater ( Read more... )

i can't sleep. i'm afraid to sleep and wake up tomorrow feeling the same as i do tonight. some moments are better left forgotten. it's never going to be the same because we went too far. "tooo farrr." dammit. i don't underfreakinstand. i just need time alone. i should move far far away. they say running away from your problems won't solve ( Read more... )