Jan 05, 2016 21:37
i'm married. that guy i wrote about down there, i married him--he married me.
i wake up in disbelief that i am getting everything i ever wanted, and then somehow sometimes it feels like it isn't enough.
is this too good to be true? i don't want this love to ever end or ever change. and if i feel like it is, i freak out and find a reason to be upset. makes sense....
but such is life.
it's never perfect. if he loves me now as much as he says he does and as much as he's shown me he does, then i think we can make it through any lull that life brings our way.
"our." i'm a WE. i love it; my husband.
i need to be strong enough to accept that this is mine. this life is mine and this love is mine. it can happen and it did happen. someone loves...
ME.