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fuck this.
fuck this.
FUCK THIS.

i'm sick of living at home.
who wants to get a place with me or let me move in with them until i leave FL in a few months?

k, i take it back. i've devised a plan. a good one. and i'm happy now.

and you know what, fine. you're gone.
i dont give a shit anymore.

so i think it's pretty safe to say, i'm sick. again ( Read more... )

that was the cutest ever.
i was seriously just dreaming (and yes, he was in it) when he IMed me to wake me up.
starting today off with a smile already :)

it's so fucking cold in here.
i wanna go back to bed.

so i've decided to go back on medication.
i'm scared shitless. but, maybe it'll help.
i think i'm gonna go to bed and try to sleep while i'm still in a decent mood.

so far today is awesome ( Read more... )

sus 06 (11:09:12 PM): Love you baby

that's all i needed to hear.

i dont care anymore.
about anything really.
i'm going back on medication probably.
just to take a break from feeling too much about everything lately.

i'd be happier if i was in NY.
i'd be happier if i could be with him.
becuase he makes me happy.
especially when he says things like this:
7:58:43 PM): impossible...you're the greatest everi found ( Read more... )

sometimes, i wonder why he bothers.
but either way, i'm glad he does.
last night would have been much worse if not for him.

off to another day at work.
not in a great mood yet, but who knows.
maybe today will be fun?

either way, at least i have something to look forward to when i get home.

so being drugged up at work is fun :)
i've been in a great mood. thanks to pills.
i would have been in a horrible mood otherwise.
stupid dreams. stupid people. ugh. but i'm happy.
happy happy happy. yay pills. i should go take some more.
i think i will.