Why do I always feel like the one holding up the relationship..... i'm trying so fucking hard to make him happy but he always shoves me to the side ( Read more... )

Might not be on aim for a while.

God damn alot has happend since last update I forgot about this place ( Read more... )

Why do we all end up loving someone..

yeah so the guy rejected me i wonde when will I find the one but I guess not soon BECAUSE IM A FUCKING LOSER THAT NO GUY WOULD EVER LIKE BECAUSE IM SO GOD DAMN WEIRD AND FUCKED UP AND MAYBE THATS WHY IM GOING TO FUCKING COUNCELING

God whatever I just I hate love. it hurts to much

I'm soooooo in love again ahahaha I blush whenever i'm around the guy even when I talk to him online. I'm so happy. I'm gonna tell him I like him tommorow I think he likes me too he said tell me when were at my street (from walking home) so I don't get all embarressed (guess that means blushing ( Read more... )

Yay i'm in love again with someone younger then me ok well it's only 2 years nothing big. hehehhe i'm so happy but

I haven't said I love you to him yet gotta re-read my romance manga and anime and stuff. Bye bye!

Well I still love my uhh well I guess I should say former boyfriend? I haven't gotten over him I still want to get married to him. I wonder if im gaining new feelings for this one guy but I don't think so and that he's just really cool cause he's nice to me.

Oh yeah i'm getting xbox live soon!

I GOT MY FUCKIN XBOX BACK I LOVVEEEEEE IT!!!!!!!!

Oh yeah by the way I soooooooo love my boyfriend and wanna get married with him but if we dont then ill just be a anime and gamer geek again./

You know.. I talked to my boyfriend well I should say former. I felt like shit ( Read more... )

I talked to my boyfriend tonight..... Somehow i'm content with just being friends for now. I was sad and mad at first but I guess I just got over it. I don't really care if he doesn't love me again in two years but if he does i'll be happy ( Read more... )