I'm laying in bed, shaking. And I don't know why. I just stretched. My body hates me ( Read more... )

Duuuude... I'm practically seeing trails. I took the Skelaxin yesterday since I called in (holy flare, I thought I was gonna die. You should've seen the bags under my eyes!) and woke up from one of my naps in almost no pain! Yay! So, I took one today... and whoa. I'm really concentrating in order to keep myself awake. I practically have to ( Read more... )

Dound this on the net today. Good to keep around...

1. I feel well-rested, even energetic. Life is good.
   
2. I'm a bit off today. Not too bad, just not a lot of pep.
   
3. I'm tired. I think I need to get more sleep.
   
4. I'm really tired. I'm getting desperate for some rest.
   
5. I'm as exhausted as I've ever been when I was well. I feel like I've been working really ( Read more... )

I confirmed today that my depression has a direct link to the way I'm feeling.

This morning, I was a basket case. I was missing my ex, I cried in the bathroom because I was so tired and being forced to work (no sick time left) Once I woke up, my mood was great!

I really need to find a way to sleep better.

I think I finally woke up. Well, as awake as I have been lately. OMG this morning was horrific.

I still feel like crap though. My muscles are very stiff, and my response time is still very slow. But at least it's not DEFCON 5 anymore!!

I can't handle this. I'm going insane. I can't be this tired. I just want to pass out.

I want to scream! I want to cry! I want to GO BACK TO SLEEP!!!!!

WHY DO I HAVE TO BE AT WORK TODAY?!?

Kill me.

It feels so pathetic when I have to concentrate on WALKING. "Right. Left. Right. Left. Forward. You can do it."

I'm not handling this well.

Took an Ambien at 9:15 last night and had a VERY hard time getting up this morning. Was only online for 10 minutes before stumbling downstairs to the shower. Got to work 10 minutes late too ( Read more... )

I created this journal to help keep track of my meds & health now that I've been diagnosed with Fibromyalgia ( Read more... )