Hating today already
I'm laying in bed, shaking. And I don't know why. I just stretched. My body hates me.
I have to go into work today. I don't have a choice. I'm out of sick and vacation time, and they're not paying me for the time I don't work.
I had a real hard time falling asleep last night. My RLS was bad, but it was way too late to take a Requip, considering it makes me drowsy all day. I'm going to start it on Friday. Thank God it's a 3 day weekend.
I just want to stay home and stay in bed. I don't want to face the world when I'm feeling this shitty. I don't want to have to put on my happy face and pretend I'm not miserable.
I don't know how much longer I can live like this. Sleep deprived, but sleeping all the time. It doesn't make sense. I wish my doctor would prescribe Xyrem. I have a feeling it's my wonder drug. I wish I wasn't banking on it so much. There's got to be something that works, right?
God, I wish I could just go back to sleep.
Fatigue Scale: 6
I have to go into work today. I don't have a choice. I'm out of sick and vacation time, and they're not paying me for the time I don't work.
I had a real hard time falling asleep last night. My RLS was bad, but it was way too late to take a Requip, considering it makes me drowsy all day. I'm going to start it on Friday. Thank God it's a 3 day weekend.
I just want to stay home and stay in bed. I don't want to face the world when I'm feeling this shitty. I don't want to have to put on my happy face and pretend I'm not miserable.
I don't know how much longer I can live like this. Sleep deprived, but sleeping all the time. It doesn't make sense. I wish my doctor would prescribe Xyrem. I have a feeling it's my wonder drug. I wish I wasn't banking on it so much. There's got to be something that works, right?
God, I wish I could just go back to sleep.
Fatigue Scale: 6