Day... what? Huh?
Duuuude... I'm practically seeing trails. I took the Skelaxin yesterday since I called in (holy flare, I thought I was gonna die. You should've seen the bags under my eyes!) and woke up from one of my naps in almost no pain! Yay! So, I took one today... and whoa. I'm really concentrating in order to keep myself awake. I practically have to tell each finger to move... and I'm stopping when I type every few words to compose the next couple words.
This is fucking RIDICULOUS!!! I can't believe I'm going through this right now. It's a never ending struggle.
I'm seriously thinking about asking my job if I can go down to part time for a couple of months until I can get this straightened out. In fact, I might talk to them about it today. God knows I can't afford it, but this is fucking TOR-TURE!!
Does ANYONE know how I can get my stage 4 sleep back? ANYONE? I feel so alone in a world of Fibro supporters. I can't even get my doctor to call me back.
I'm desperate. I'm on the verge of tears.
I CAN'T HANDLE THIS!!!
Fatigue Scale: 6
This is fucking RIDICULOUS!!! I can't believe I'm going through this right now. It's a never ending struggle.
I'm seriously thinking about asking my job if I can go down to part time for a couple of months until I can get this straightened out. In fact, I might talk to them about it today. God knows I can't afford it, but this is fucking TOR-TURE!!
Does ANYONE know how I can get my stage 4 sleep back? ANYONE? I feel so alone in a world of Fibro supporters. I can't even get my doctor to call me back.
I'm desperate. I'm on the verge of tears.
I CAN'T HANDLE THIS!!!
Fatigue Scale: 6