"It takes something to get married: nerve, hope, a strong desire to make a statement - and it takes something to stay married: more hope, determination, a sense of humor, and needs that are best met by being in a pair."

- Amy Bloom

Reading over my past journals has been quite the experience. It's funny how re-reading a past entry can take you back to the exact moment(or emotion felt while writing) in time as when written. I'm very thankful to be done with certain chapters of my life. And very excited to start anew when I move out of state this summer or fall. However, I ( Read more... )

So this is what love is. A beautiful moment dreams wouldn't allow me to experience. Where times stands still and rushes by at the same time.

"When I saw his face-his expression-the stare in his eyes- I saw his soul-I saw his love for me-and it was beautiful...It still is"

To God: I'm not good enough for the smallest gift this world or You would have to offer. Daily I fail You and others....But that I could even speak with You before Your throne brings me to tears. Help me in this life not to bring shame to Your Son's name. Thank You for Your gift of mercy and forgivness, without it I would be nothing.

i miss you

When the music fades and all is stripped away and I simply come longing just to bring something that's of worth.....
Though I'm weak and poor all I have is Yours, every single breath.

Often during the day I wonder what you are doing right at that moment. Perhaps it is tearing at my own wound, but I also think of what you would be doing if we were still together. And it is not a pride issue of who broke up with who. It is the "out of nowhere" and "I never saw this coming" situation that is branded in my mind. At work I have a ( Read more... )

My mother is doing better and home finally, my favorite sister in the whole world came to visit from California, I believe in love again, so life is good!

Four days ago my mother went in the hospital and there she still stays. Time has stood still for me and memories have rushed through my mind about our relationship. Expectations that were never met from both ends, words I should have spoken more often, things I regret saying, hopes and dreams I know we both have for eachother. Growing up ( Read more... )

PSYCHO EX~BOYFRIENDS WHO HAVE NOTHING BETTER TO DO THAN BOTHER ME SUCK!!!!!!!!!!!!