well. interesting week ( Read more... )

there's a hole where you use to be. and it's not going to get filled. i'm done.

i'm numb.

and i'm tired.

and i absolutely hate being in love with you still.

heartbreak set in ( Read more... )

It's been a few days. It's been over a few days. I've dealt these few days. And now I'm not so sure I'm okay with being more okay. Because I don't think that being okay is okay in the sense that being okay this quickly means I'm okay with losing everything I did and I'm not okay with that. I mean I'm okay. I just don't want to be okay becaus eI ( Read more... )

now let's see. the highlights of my day ( Read more... )

well well ( Read more... )

i survived work today on tootsie rolls. two giant hand fulls. until 7:45. on a sinus migraine. little sleep. and a miserable day. well not completely miserable. the beginning i was in a horribly good mood. and might i reiterate the horribly good mood part. because it was by far disgusting. then the headache set in, soon becoming a migraine. i did ( Read more... )

i'm working on a sculpture of sorts... fat kid, paper mache, marilyn monroe (who's bald now...) is a barbie doll, and there will be a poor innocent puppy that is being smashed by the fat kid who will be played by a stuffed animal... let's see... i startd the fat kids body parts. i began marilyn's dress. sorta. and yeah.. it'll get there. i'm hoping ( Read more... )

day three is yet to get better. asdie form the fact that i made $70 today. Between work and driving Lindsay ( Read more... )

School blows. Flat out. No teenage whiney ass bull. It blows. Granted Doc's room shall make my day along with CAD with Levi, but it just frankly is not worth all the hustle and bustle. Government. I already have come to loathe the attitude Mrs. Zwyer presents. Maybe she'll impress me. Or maybe Essex and I will sit and make sarcastic cracks with ( Read more... )