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Life Philosophy
I'm laying in bed at the eve of a week that will see me trying my first murder case. I'm glad to have the opportunity. While I'm struggling to keep a firm grasp on all the fine details of the trial, I can't help but look at the bigger picture of my career ( Read more... ) -
Quick follow-up
So two things before actually going to bed ( Read more... ) -
Re-start!
The rule of thumb is to never let a relationship change you... and no matter how I've tried, I always seem to fail at that. Fortunately, I suppose, I've been given another chance. So let's start again ( Read more... ) -
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KC doesn't care about me enough to finish a fucking conversation with me. I tell her I'm pissed off and instead of trying to work with me to figure it out, she blames me for my side of it and then disengages from the conversation. It feels like I'm absolutely worthless in her eyes.
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Asshole
The real question right now is: who is the one being the asshole?By way of update, let me start by saying KC has been so much better in the last couple weeks. We actually broke up for like two hours the night FSU won the national title. But we worked it out and ever since we've been fantastic together. I knew she was feeling under-appreciated, so ( Read more... ) -
Mid-day update
I'm honestly doing a little better... This morning I said good morning to Kace and she didn't respond. I asked her if she wanted me to stay away and she said yes. That was pretty devastating.But the longer the day has gone on, the more liberating it is. I fucked up, don't get me wrong. But I can't believe she can just cut me off like this, without ( Read more... ) -
Learning to be patient...
I fucked up.
Like big time...
So Saturday night, Kace put together a birthday dinner at Hamburger Mary's, a drag show restaurant. Not going to lie, I was a little concerned, but it ended up being a lot of fun with a decent group of people. We hung out with her friends at Mixers after that, which was also fun. Needless to say I had quite a few beers ( Read more... ) -
Broken hearted
Kace and I essentially broke up tonight. We've been having an ongoing fight about my parents and sister not making her feel welcome. She was very angry that they still talk to my ex-wife and didn't want them to be apart of our life until they removed my ex wife from their Facebook accounts. When I suggested it might not be worth going to that ( Read more... ) -
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KC texted Travis that she was thinking about him and missed him. I don't know what to do or say about it. I am still, to this moment, absolutely pissed off about it. I don't think she'd ever cheat on me. In fact, quite the opposite, she seems incredibly loyal. But it feels like a lot of times I'm taken for granted and she would be all over my ass ( Read more... ) -
Choices...
KC and I are having a fight. Honestly, it's not the first time and, depending on the outcome, it won't be the last. What gets me through these things is the knowledge that no matter what, we'll stand by each other. Regardless what adversity comes our way, we will stand tall, together. What is difficult about this one is that it's not clear that she ( Read more... )