bright eyes feb 11
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I MUST GO TO THeese, hopefully.
anybody going i need showbuddies. and tickets.

But sometimes we remember our bedrooms,
and our parents bedrooms,
and the bedrooms of our friends
you change all the lead sleepin in my head
to gold as the day grows dim i hear you sing a golden hymmwell hello again. i started out my weekend pretty good. i went to one of the random parties at the cool house and tracey and sheila and her other ( Read more... )

aphex twin always makes me nostalgic. I hate it how if the night before i have a fun night, the entire day after i just waste around thinking about it like it cause i think its just a one time deal. i like hanging out in large groups. i never do. in large groups there's more than one person to focus on so it makes it more interesting. i was ( Read more... )

yes! i just got home. I ACUtually socalized with people and apparently this girl lives really near to me and i gave her my number. yes. i got out. and met people. yes. and they want to hang out with me. rad. just what i needed. i hope this isn't a one time deal. yeah. so first i went to see jackies band at open mike night and they were ( Read more... )

wow. ive now had this thing for a year. thats a year of embarassing things. lets see what embarrassing things this year brings. I've got to get out this weekend. I really do. Like, with other people. I haven't in a long time and i'm starting to feel crappy. I barely talk anymore. i don't like to talk really. This semester went by so fast ( Read more... )

ok its been a while since ive updated. Nothing but stupid boring stuff has happened since the last time. The alienation from everyone else i was doing in the beginning of the year is working now and i am completely distant from everyone except John. I find it hard to make conversation. All i really want to do is play age of empires and read sci ( Read more... )

should i even bother doing this anymore?

ok everybody is reminsicing about their years now. i hated this year pretty much. Absoluetly nothing happened this year. except for bad shit. the beginning of last year was a hopeful one, hopeful that i would make new friends and new things would happen. I've made a couple of new friends but i dont really try very hard to keep the ( Read more... )

ok i got wish you were here today. it seriously owns animals. i dont know about dark side though. this is like musical gold. mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm. im shuddering its so good.
ok why do i keep editing. i love giftcards. i got like 45 dollars in gift card to barnes and noble. eeee.
and a lous gift card. ok ill stop squealling.

mmm. the ending of the hobbit was frickin awesome. SPOILERS alert. Man when the wargs came i thought it was done but man the eagles came and it was awesome. EPICNESS! and the walkmen cd that i hadn't listened to in ages i uploaded to my ipod and i love it now. but my favorite CD of the year is SONIC NURSE. Seriously. i listen to this CD as ( Read more... )