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aphex twin always makes me nostalgic. I hate it how if the night before i have a fun night, the entire day after i just waste around thinking about it like it cause i think its just a one time deal. i like hanging out in large groups. i never do. in large groups there's more than one person to focus on so it makes it more interesting. i was feeling great in the morning and i remember thinking ''was last night a dream?" when i woke up. cause it was surreal. things were just happening and i wasn't really focusing on anything. and i always thinking after that it wont happen again. whenver a new friendship presents itself i usually neglect it and it falls apart. but i don't want to do that anymore. i wish i could go out both friday and saturday cause im sure my sunday is gonna suck. atleast i hope not. ok im over this.