I was slapped in the face on Wednesday....an emotional slap. I was lied to by the one person I thought would never lie to me, was promised that there would always only be truth....but we all have judgment mistakes....me more than most especially in this one person
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Have you ever felt that the whole world is going in slow motion...and then in an instant it's completely frozen, no movement, no action, just silence
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Once you have been tagged, you have to write 10 weird, random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose 5 people to be tagged -- list their names, and why you chose them
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What do you do when everything falls apart? When what you thought was stable, and constant, and would always be there all of a sudden isn't? What do you do when you lose the person you love and your best friend all in one moment? When you realize that your lives have separated with out any hope that they'll turn back towards each other. When you've
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So I'm irritated and upset and feel like breaking down so I can just cry myself to sleep. I'm tired and therefore grumpy and I really miss lorz, but it's going to be over another month before I can even think to see him again
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So I'm sitting at work, the network software that we use for our billing system is down and has been for the past hour. Anyone that's already logged into it is fine, but since I just got back from lunch, I'm not logged in so I get to just sit here till they figure out what the problem is. Yay.
I never write anymore. There were times in my life when all I couldn't seem to get a hold of enough paper to write all the nonsense that was flowing aimlessly through and out of my mind...it was all I could do to catch them from the wind to place them on paper. Now it seems that even if I sit down and stare at paper or the monitor, the river of
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I'm on the brink of tears, the only thing that is keeping me from completely breaking down is that I'm now at work and it wouldn't look right. Not that it stopped me from fighting the tears and having a few leak out
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