I hope things get better, I hate drama.

Bah, I do not want to go to work today. I always have to rush to get the various things done. I am going to make more of a conscious attempt to look for another job. I also joined the Y again. I am going to spend more time walking on the treadmill. I think I will walk twice a week on the treadmill. I need to make a plan of attack on that. ( Read more... )

Well I am single again, I tried with this girl. The problem was that she was not capable of letting things just sit. I have a 117 Dollar Phone bill to prove it. Bah, I really hope there is someone out there for me.

Been a while since I last wrote in here. A lot has happened since the last entry. I will write about it soon. I am just writing this segment to start getting back in the habit of writing in my LJ.

I am really stressed out!!!! I have a funeral and finals to contend to. My grandmother just passed this week. She was a great grandmother. I always enjoyed talking to her. She was a woman who always wanted to talk to you. She would ask lots of questions and always cared about me and my life. I find it fortunate that I got to know her. I got ( Read more... )

School is almost over for the semester. I am looking forward to working more. I hate not being able to work as much. I like school, I just do not have the attention span for it. I suppose I could always go on some sort of ADD drug. Eh, na I really hate taking drugs. I feel like I lose control when I do that. But, in retrospect it doesnt make ( Read more... )

It is called learned Helplessness. Occurs when people give up becasue they believe that they do not have control over the events in thier lives.

Hello Journal, It has been a while since I have last writen. A lot of stuff has happend, I have still quit smoking, I moved into a new apartment, and I have quit one of my jobs ( Read more... )

I have so much hwork to do. I feel like it is all piling up around my ears. Well, at least i am having my bday party on the 9th. That will be nice.

Having a interesting month so far. I am in conflict with myself.