Apr 18, 2007 12:57
School is almost over for the semester. I am looking forward to working more. I hate not being able to work as much. I like school, I just do not have the attention span for it. I suppose I could always go on some sort of ADD drug. Eh, na I really hate taking drugs. I feel like I lose control when I do that. But, in retrospect it doesnt make sense. I drink, I smoke. These are all self medicating properties. I think I should just succeed to the soma. Soma being a reference to the book Brave New World. Aulthough I feel like I have accomplished a lot in my life I still feel like I have so much more to do. I just have no destination, purpose, or patience for any of it. I am really just floating. I feel like a emotional vagrant. I know once the dust settles from the semester. I will have more time to make money and go hiking. I will calm down and get a better idea on what the next plan of attack is.
On a brighter note, I got a percolator coffee maker. My aunt gave it to me. it is uber cool. I like to make tea and coffe in it. It really does a nice trick. It works so much better than a regular coffee maker. I like the way it makes my coffee. It is one of those little things that brightens up my day.