This is the best thing anyone's ever written for me. It made me forget about how tired I have been and how badly I did in the first part of my Litehis midterm this afternoon. I was reminded of the things that really matter most. Screw the one or two cliches or any other negative critique anyone may have. This is MY "mess of words", and the guy who ( Read more... )

Don't be reckless with other people's hearts, don't put up with people who are reckless with yours. 

I'M DONE.

DISCLAIMER: I'm home alone so I really have no one to share all my passion and love and lust and desire and pure, unadulterated laglag-pantyness for the hottest boy in the whole world (next to teh boyfriend, of course :P), so bear with me. BEAR WITH ME. I need to pour my heart out!!!
P.S. - I'm so sorry, beb. I can't help it.

JASON CASTRO WHY ARE YOU ( Read more... )

I am so BORED. Bored bored bored bored bored. Insomnia is a bitch. Actually, I fell asleep at 8, immediately after I got home, and woke up at 12. I talked to Butch 'till he felt sleepy ( Read more... )

My heart palpitates as the lights convulse.

D day is fast approaching---and it's going to hit HARD. Getting through it is all a matter of self worth.

Willpower, don't let me down.

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Just as long as you're gone, it won't happen at all.

I am a horrible, horrible person. I am a bad friend, I am a bad pseudo ex-girlfriend, I am a bad EVERYTHING. Here are some of the reasons why I am such a terrible friend/pseudo ex-girlfriend/THAT/girl/lady/woman/etc:

1.) I am a bad friend because I'm beginning to judge some of the people that I love the most, which is pretty ironic. I just realized ( Read more... )

The sadness and frustration is slowly turning into anger...because He isn't even trying to understand why I'm doing this and where I'm coming from. He can't even wait without lashing out at me. He doesn't want to wait for me because he wants to get what he wants immediately. Now that I think about it, in the long run, He'll probably wait for no one ( Read more... )

...Because I only wanted to talk to you last night, and my heart felt as if it was literally broken, I cried myself to sleep as soon as you told me it was a bad idea for us to talk, and that all you did was think about me the entire day. I don't know how much longer I can take this. Am I just being a big baby? Is it really time to start figuring ( Read more... )

As I write, the dark red dye I bought from Landmark only hours ago is seeping through the roots of my hair. Soon enough, I'm going to be a redhead. It was so impulsive of me, to buy a box of dye and decide to change my hair color on my own. I don't even care if I screw it up, if my hair turns hot pink or if my scalp burns. I needed to do this today ( Read more... )