ERRR...
The sadness and frustration is slowly turning into anger...because He isn't even trying to understand why I'm doing this and where I'm coming from. He can't even wait without lashing out at me. He doesn't want to wait for me because he wants to get what he wants immediately. Now that I think about it, in the long run, He'll probably wait for no one.
Screw boys, screw girls. At least I still have my books, my pen and my paper. I still have my passport. I still have the thrill of seeing everything that is glorious and beautiful in this world. Those are all the things that I know I'll never lose.
Okay so we ended up having a good night. Good talk, good plans. I think from here on out I'm just going to take it day by day.
I'm just hoping that there won't be anymore pressure...and that oh so lively distractions will be kept to a minimum.
Screw boys, screw girls. At least I still have my books, my pen and my paper. I still have my passport. I still have the thrill of seeing everything that is glorious and beautiful in this world. Those are all the things that I know I'll never lose.
Okay so we ended up having a good night. Good talk, good plans. I think from here on out I'm just going to take it day by day.
I'm just hoping that there won't be anymore pressure...and that oh so lively distractions will be kept to a minimum.