Ok wow...people are really gay...and seriously..im not perfect either...but since when did someone being in a band thats not even big yet...make them feel like they could act like they were...and totally just not even give you the time of day? can someone tell me this? its just annoying...im a nice outgoing person...no matter where i go in life im ( Read more... )

So here i am...ready to vent...i turn to the only outlet somewhat personal...my live journal...i can say how i feel...when i feel it...and i wont be judged...or interrupted....or bothered by it....my space...i write...but not everything...i cant...its to open to some people...actually only one person...that i dont feel needs to see what i have to ( Read more... )

Hmmm ive been sitting here waiting for my laundry to finish and i realize i havent heard anything coming from the machine for the past hour or so...only to walk over to see its full of water and hasnt been started...i could have sworn i pushed the knob...whatever...there goes another hour of sitting on my ass and wasting the day...im leaving as ( Read more... )

I hate him right now...i fucking hate him right now...hes called me four times and he left me a message...saying how hes sorry about everything and how he loves me and how he wants to talk to me about everything and that he will call me when he gets there but to call him when i get the message....i didnt call him..i ignored his calls..until this ( Read more... )

1) Who is the biggest dumbass you know ( Read more... )

I guess it doesnt really matter where i write this or where and who i vent to...it just bothers chris...which is why i chose my live journal...i made a post on myspace saying how "they" were having a bbq on the only saturday ive had to work...thinking i could say how i felt without any drama or bullshit...but thats impossible and i should have went ( Read more... )

I start my new job next week...im nervous...im staying at LNT part time for now though...two nights a week..3 hours a night...not too much...just getting some extra money for the fucking holidays...bleh..but the whole two-job thing might not work with me for long..ill get too tired...and ill start to feel like i dont have a life...i need some sort ( Read more... )

Why do i get like this? Ill be fine...everything will be going good...and then one small thing sets me off and it feels like i fell into a toilet while taking a shit and now my ass is stuck and i cant get out..Why does it seem like he kinda changes his attitude when his brother comes around? does he think hes cool by acting like he doesnt care and ( Read more... )

Yesterday was an ok day...we were supposed to go to Venice and walk the strip and then go out to dinner for our 11 month anniversary but we argued and then didnt feel like going anymore...after we got over ourselves we went and got Burrito Factory and it was delicious...i made him drive all the way to San Fernando Mission because they have the ( Read more... )

You know...i really just dont get people sometimes...i dont know what it is...its like one minute everythings fine and then the next thing you know they're pissed...could it be the weather? or just some socially contagious crabby epidemic? I have to be to work at 6:30 am...im going to bed im tired...

Later...