so I have just been working ahell of a lot lately and hanging with my friends. I am almost over matt. I still miss him alot and I still love him so much but the more i anaylze my feelings i dont think I want a relationship him him any longer. I think the reason part of me does want him is cuz he has most of the characteristics that I want. He ( Read more... )

Ok it was really freaking cold outside and I dont like it one bit! Yea the snow is pretty but I rather take the warmer weather ( Read more... )

So I had a wonderful Valentines day! HOpe eveyone else did as well! I had to work til 6 which kinda sucked but I consumed ALOT of sugar since the whole day was a party! Matt came over with flowers and yea totally not expecting that since he is not very romantic. I didnt even think that the thought of flowers would ever come across him. Then he ( Read more... )

so i was supposed to start STC tonight but i got a REALLY bad migrane around 3 and i just sucked it up til 6 when I got off but there was no way I could deal working another 4 hrs there! I feel pretty bad but what can i do ( Read more... )

ok life has been ok except for the fact that im dead ass poor! I have a check coming for 10000 dollars so im just waiting for that to come ( Read more... )

Sat night was ok! I have figured out that the party life at the bars really isnt my thing anymore. I started to feel like shit so we left around 130 and went back to matts but he kept me up til like 430 ;) no not exactly what u think lol ( Read more... )

its been awhile senn my last update ( Read more... )

I now have a job and im thrilled! I had an interview today at the preschool and I got the job! I have my own classroom of 2yr olds! How crazy is that going to be? I think I might die! But it is going to be an total enviromental change for me that I need ( Read more... )

I got new pics up on facebook, my space and my profile so people should check them out ( Read more... )

so yea ive been called a lazy bum lately from matt cuz im worthless slacker with no job! lol! The warehouse really deosnt have the hours for me yet so im kinda screwed. I called jeff before i left for gatlinburg but no return phone call. Chris told me to just come up there and work since im still employed but i hate that place. lol! It is so ( Read more... )