vday!
so i was supposed to start STC tonight but i got a REALLY bad migrane around 3 and i just sucked it up til 6 when I got off but there was no way I could deal working another 4 hrs there! I feel pretty bad but what can i do?
I am going to the doctor to get some diff medicine for these migranes soon tho, even tho I dont have insurance right now. I get a really bad one at least once a week so my mom is going to pay out of pocket, plus im going to look into getting on anti-depressents. I really need to go to counseling to talk to people about handling stress and issues like that cuz I have a tendency to take itout on matthew and that isnt at all healthy for our relationship. My mom seems to think that anti-depressents will help so i guess we will see!
So HAPPY VALENTINES DAY tomm! I have to work til 6 and matt has class til 515 but is coming over after that. I know we are going out to dinner but i have no clue where. He keeps asking me where I want to go but i keep telling him its his thing and it would mean more if he just plans it. I am going to make him a card tomm at work when the kids are sleeping :) it will be cute.
Nate and Danielle were supposed to be induced to have their baby boy on fri morn but were sent home due to other women going into non-induced labor. Now they are supposed to have it on wed. I couldnt imagine that disappointment they felt fri morn. You three are in my prayers!
Also, the tucker family is in my prayers and I will ask for others keep them in theirs as well. I dont know if I have talked about it on here or not but she is dealing with cancer and cant work therefore she is struggling for money with bills and medication. To make it worse, her son overdose on pills a couple of weeks ago and died! I just cant imagine how she is going to deal with her illness without any family! Plus the expenses of the funeral put her in a even worse spot. Our church is giving her money that people donate for her but of course it isnt enough! I just cant imagine what this poor woman is going through.
Ok, a little thing i found interesting so im going to share. In ted's sermon on sun he was talking about 2 different people have came into contact with as chapin of hospice. Both were dealing with cancer and both asked for a sense of peace and he asked them to consider christ. The man wouldnt have it and he was with him when he died. He said that look on his face was so painful for him to witness because there was no sense of peace but instead there was fear and unhappiness. The women that he mentioned accepting christ to ended up doing so. The next couple of months she dedicated readin the word and giving her life to him. Ted was with her when she died as well so he said that he actually sat up in her bed and said, "it is so beautiful" and then passed. The look on her face was that of happiness and peace.
Some prob think its all bullshit but Ted would never make this crap up! He was crying as he told this cuz i could only imagine how it would be like to witness 1/2 of the stuff he does. But those stories hit me hard so I thought i would share.
Sun when matt and I went to his parents house to meet for lunch, his dad showed us his new jacket..........for the police. He is the chaplin for then as well and they gave him this real cool jacket. He already had a badge and stuff but i thought that was pretty cool.
Ok i need to go to bed sorry for such a long entry! You are a good one if u acutally made it thru all the way
I am going to the doctor to get some diff medicine for these migranes soon tho, even tho I dont have insurance right now. I get a really bad one at least once a week so my mom is going to pay out of pocket, plus im going to look into getting on anti-depressents. I really need to go to counseling to talk to people about handling stress and issues like that cuz I have a tendency to take itout on matthew and that isnt at all healthy for our relationship. My mom seems to think that anti-depressents will help so i guess we will see!
So HAPPY VALENTINES DAY tomm! I have to work til 6 and matt has class til 515 but is coming over after that. I know we are going out to dinner but i have no clue where. He keeps asking me where I want to go but i keep telling him its his thing and it would mean more if he just plans it. I am going to make him a card tomm at work when the kids are sleeping :) it will be cute.
Nate and Danielle were supposed to be induced to have their baby boy on fri morn but were sent home due to other women going into non-induced labor. Now they are supposed to have it on wed. I couldnt imagine that disappointment they felt fri morn. You three are in my prayers!
Also, the tucker family is in my prayers and I will ask for others keep them in theirs as well. I dont know if I have talked about it on here or not but she is dealing with cancer and cant work therefore she is struggling for money with bills and medication. To make it worse, her son overdose on pills a couple of weeks ago and died! I just cant imagine how she is going to deal with her illness without any family! Plus the expenses of the funeral put her in a even worse spot. Our church is giving her money that people donate for her but of course it isnt enough! I just cant imagine what this poor woman is going through.
Ok, a little thing i found interesting so im going to share. In ted's sermon on sun he was talking about 2 different people have came into contact with as chapin of hospice. Both were dealing with cancer and both asked for a sense of peace and he asked them to consider christ. The man wouldnt have it and he was with him when he died. He said that look on his face was so painful for him to witness because there was no sense of peace but instead there was fear and unhappiness. The women that he mentioned accepting christ to ended up doing so. The next couple of months she dedicated readin the word and giving her life to him. Ted was with her when she died as well so he said that he actually sat up in her bed and said, "it is so beautiful" and then passed. The look on her face was that of happiness and peace.
Some prob think its all bullshit but Ted would never make this crap up! He was crying as he told this cuz i could only imagine how it would be like to witness 1/2 of the stuff he does. But those stories hit me hard so I thought i would share.
Sun when matt and I went to his parents house to meet for lunch, his dad showed us his new jacket..........for the police. He is the chaplin for then as well and they gave him this real cool jacket. He already had a badge and stuff but i thought that was pretty cool.
Ok i need to go to bed sorry for such a long entry! You are a good one if u acutally made it thru all the way