My days have been so good mixed with so bad. I am leaving for Rome in 3 weeks and I'm so nervous! I know the friends I make will be so incredibly special. I will find relationships and opportunities that will last me forever. But at the same time I'm so scared of being isolated where I don't know the language. I'm scared of being mugged and ( Read more... )

Spring break starts today and I couldn't be more happy. This week started horribly. Monday I was on the verge of a nervous breakdown, I lost a $100 gate-card, I thought that I lost a check worth more, my housing was going straight to shit, I was overwhelmed with homework and tests, and I was all around feeling lazy and unmotivated. Each day got ( Read more... )

I hate how livejournal is so manicured. I feel like I'm always editing myself, or trying to make myself sound different and more poetic and put together and not so out of my mind crazy. But the only time i write or want to write is when I'm worked up and angry ( Read more... )

yoko ono, hans holbein, joseph beuys, and marina abramovic.

I go back to work tomorrow and i wish this weekend would never end. The end of the semester is always the most stressful. I feel so lazy, but it's crunch time. I turned in my application for Rome, and it would be awesome if i could go. It would be an amazing experience. I'd love to live somewhere besides charlotte for a while. I'm looking ( Read more... )

i am cooking and not going out to eat and losing weight because i'm too lazy to cook!  classes start tomorrow and i have to spend $150 for my french book...=/  i moved into the apartment and decorated and i love it.  it feels like home.  when i live on my own, i am so much cleaner.  and my roomates so cool and laid back.  this year is going to be ( Read more... )

i am so frustrated.  I am so tired of being around people who are annoying.  If someone lends you something, give it back, don't lose it.  If someone does you a favor, don't take it for granted.  A lot of things have happened that make me not want to do favors for other people.  I'm tired of being taken advantage of, with no one wanting to give ( Read more... )

intelligent people don't spend as much time as i do on facebook.  i'm going to work on this ( Read more... )

i wish i could major in comedy or random acts of kindness or love or making people happy instead of art history.

any good majors out there?

i am not going down this road again