Nov 29, 2009 01:17
I go back to work tomorrow and i wish this weekend would never end. The end of the semester is always the most stressful. I feel so lazy, but it's crunch time. I turned in my application for Rome, and it would be awesome if i could go. It would be an amazing experience. I'd love to live somewhere besides charlotte for a while. I'm looking into grad schools. I don't want to move too far away from home, but chapel hill rubs me wrong.. i would love to go to columbia in New York. I'm considering getting my PH.D. but I'm not sure yet...I want to go to my dream school for two years, so I don't know if I should go for grad school or wait for my PH.D.
I am so glad that I landed in Art History. It is my calling. I love art people, but I especially love Art History people, ever since Mrs. Jackson. We're free spirits wrapped in neat packages.
I love my family and I love my home. I feel so happy and cozy here...i loved seeing a few of my friends this week. It makes me look forward to the breaks coming up. I have found many friends and woderful people at UNCC, but I wish that i could find more people who will go places with me and try new things. I need to make a friend who makes the plans because i'm so phone shy. I'm ready to spend all of this money i've saved. I miss high school sometimes, and I miss living so close to the Salomons, and I miss Mr. Josh.
A big part of my life has ended, and i'm finally coming to terms with it. I've been thinking about it for way too long, i've been trying to avoid it, and i've been hurting myself. There are things out there for me besides you.