So we finished high school most offically.

I no longer have a cell phone so to contact me please leave me a message on one of these things or thru an IM.

He asked to be my "Ivory King". The clean-shaved, blue eyed vanilla man with the long golden hair actually came up to me and asked me that. He was in a smooth black pin stripe suit on this cool mexican night. His deep voice sounded like safety. I let him sit with me. "You are the most beautiful mestiza I have ever had the privilege of looking at. I ( Read more... )

There we sat. We twelve ignorant men and a grown boy. The boy no longer had a name, we would only call Him He. And He would smile in a way that could make the sun shine, a smile so brilliant on could barely see the deep eyes that knew all the world's sorrows. He was aware, aware of good and bad, aware of right and wrong. We twelve could not ( Read more... )

Had to turn the phone off. So loud, ringing ringing. Splashes of cold water on face. Colourless eyes as my pupils flucuate. Face is on fire. Burn into my brain. Stomach turning in knots. Heart pumps blood through the body. Paleness stalks. I boil myself with soup down my throat. A cut tongue. Scars, scars everywhere. Eating myself. Razor on skin. ( Read more... )

Climbing a mountian without any limbs because she said I could. When her voice no longer had my soul, my body all to slow. I could not catch myself, like a rock I fall. Left in a shadow of the valley. His presence, usually a stream of horrid tales gone by and guts twisting, now with my own blade from the days I were a knight drop me to my knees. ( Read more... )

I havn't updated in forever, but there isn't too much to update about i think. life the same as always. I added a new poem to my other LJ. it's a four day weekend. happy black history month. blah blah blah rubbish rubbish rubbish peace and fare well

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Ich bin Johann Sebastian Reinhardt.
Ich bin vandersexmeister.
Ich liebie dich.

I am Johann Sebastian Reinhardt.
I am wonder sex master.
I love you.

Hehe jonny likes german language, me should learn, is fun specially with girls as teachers. :-D

Okay, spawning off of some convo with jesse about will and grace and me singing and being in a gay musical rather then watchign the show. Me and Jesse Have decided that we as a group of "special" individuals must make and perform a musical. People should comment here or tell sometime before i forget about this musical idea.

You Are Apple Pie


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