just check out my mood. thats pretty much what is up right now. other than that i had a redonkulous thanksgiving. thanks to everyone that made it what it was. and those who i missed, ill be back in a month, hopefully we can catch up. keep in touch kids.

"dont let me mess this up"

--i wont. :)

i wish girls weren't what they are ( Read more... )

it took me about 25 seconds of watching laguna beach tonight to realize why i hate that show, and why i hate some people and opinions ( Read more... )

today took a crazy turn for the better at about 7 tonight. conveniently that was right when i got to my frat. i dont really know how to explain it but i feel so comfortable. like it is a comfort level which feels quite similar to how high school was. it just feels home. i love it. but besisdes that, lets get to the emoness and drama that people ( Read more... )

keep that chin up. things will turn around ( Read more... )

so im packing up my stuff to head back to east lansing, finally. and i think about this summer and what i have been through. i have grown so much through everything that has happened. i've dealt with loss. in many ways. but i have rebounded, and have helped others cope with what has hurt them the most. i have seen people change, people move on and ( Read more... )

i dont know where i have been lately. like physically, what have i been doing? and mentally, where is my head right now? i am so confussed about how to get what i am looking for right now. i just want to be happy ( Read more... )

it has been so long since i have been happy.

it has been hard trying to get some alone time the last few weeks. i feel like i just need to shut my self off. no computer, cell phone, car or anything. i'm not even upset or hurt, i just need some time to think. ever since i got home from israel i have been constantly busy. and that was not what i wanted at all. i need to sit and read and relax ( Read more... )