girls
i wish girls weren't what they are.
i hate the indecisiveness. i hate the mood swings. i hate how they expect a world of attention when all you want is some for yourself.
i need to be appreciated to feel that there is some sort of meaning to the world. i believe that the meaning of one person to another is what defines us as people. and how you effect those around you is what makes up the meaning of your life. i just feel like the way i feel about certain people should be recipricated because of what i do and how i treat them.
i just wish this girl was more of a girl. i wish she needed someone. she does, but i can't tell if i am him. i just want to be that guy. the guy the girl goes to. the guy who is needed and wanted and appreciated. i have the hunger for that feeling right now. it may be that i am lonely, even though i have so much around me. i have made a few friends this year that i share a bond with that i havent felt in a while. but if you know me, you know i am a lover.
i just want something constant. im sick of the incositancy which is my life. i just want things to work out. i hope they do.
sweet entry. eat me. i try.
i hate the indecisiveness. i hate the mood swings. i hate how they expect a world of attention when all you want is some for yourself.
i need to be appreciated to feel that there is some sort of meaning to the world. i believe that the meaning of one person to another is what defines us as people. and how you effect those around you is what makes up the meaning of your life. i just feel like the way i feel about certain people should be recipricated because of what i do and how i treat them.
i just wish this girl was more of a girl. i wish she needed someone. she does, but i can't tell if i am him. i just want to be that guy. the guy the girl goes to. the guy who is needed and wanted and appreciated. i have the hunger for that feeling right now. it may be that i am lonely, even though i have so much around me. i have made a few friends this year that i share a bond with that i havent felt in a while. but if you know me, you know i am a lover.
i just want something constant. im sick of the incositancy which is my life. i just want things to work out. i hope they do.
sweet entry. eat me. i try.