summertime..and livin's easy... ahh bliss ssuuummmeerrrrrrr sleep life away and just drift for a couple of lazy months much too much love. im out

am i just a big drama queen? sometimes i think i am.

so i dont know why im doing the things im doing. i dont know where im going but i know way off course. i wish that i could see that something is changing, but i think the transition i was going through has kind of come to a complete stand still. i miss the old me. i thought about it. i used to be such a loser, and i was okay with that. now im kind ( Read more... )

I ALSO AM IN A GREAT NEED FOR A GRADUATION TICKET. I HAVE NO IDEA WHERE TO GET ONE AND NEED ONE. IF YOU HAVE ONE PLEASE CALL 202-215-9627. THANK YOU. much love.

ive been getting high way too much, but i think i can finally do it and do school also. im gonna work it out ( Read more... )

im such an idiot. i cant believe that i just did that. i had it almost pulled together and then i didnt go home. my parents called everybody..god..im sorry to everyone they called. much love.

im such a pot head..im sorry. i worry about myself, but more i worry about what my friends are saying and thinking. its sad. but ill get over it ( Read more... )

and my parents took my stuff again..you know the pipe, papers and lighter. im just glad they didnt know id got a big bag of weed. fuck them.

i cant do coffee house. god damn my parents. they can suck my gonads. they have officially ended my social life. i threatened them with large black men and hired assassins, but there is no slight budge. i think i will really end up hating them when i get the hell out of here. i owe them everything but i wouldnt pay them a fucking dime to save ( Read more... )

so..my birthday definetly kicked so much ass that i have no words. i never even dreamed that a birthday could turn out to be so truly amazing. rahuls house was great. i got there and in the first thirty minutes i had smoked a bowl, drunk 5 shots of tequila and a shot of vanilla twist vodka, and was dancing to jump on it. i still cant stop laughing ( Read more... )