well now...

[jointeffort420]

so i dont know why im doing the things im doing. i dont know where im going but i know way off course. i wish that i could see that something is changing, but i think the transition i was going through has kind of come to a complete stand still. i miss the old me. i thought about it. i used to be such a loser, and i was okay with that. now im kind

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[mikess]

In order to be "in" with the "cool people" you dont have to do the things your doing. The seniors liked you before you started all this shit. You did it occasionally and u didnt let it get out of hand... at first. Now you see that some of us are kind of skirting you, a lot of us dont like your attitude. Shape up Jason, your a great kid, i dont want you to lose yourself in this. Remember that your still a sophomore. People like you, you dont need to smoke ciggarettes and pot for us to think your 'cool'.

[danzrgrl2003]

much agreed!

PLUS! Jay-Sun, the seniors are gone now. So who are you gonna try and impress? The juniors?!

Be yourself. Be the kid that went to VA with me cause I didn't want to go alone. Be the kid that stole my shoes and made me run down a hill in the rain! That's the kid that had such energy and such a magnetic pull that people couldn't help but be drawn to... The kid that smokes, drinks, and does drugs just to be "cool" is nowhere even CLOSE to being that kid...

excuse me?

[jointeffort420]

if you don't recall i started smoking pot with a sophmore. i never did anything to be cool as you say. i am not a very pressurable person. i just think i have changed what i've been doing and i want my friends to still be okay with me, not my actions. i know people will not agree with what i do. i just don't want them to not want to be my friends because i do things they disapprove of. and i am very sorry if i have hurt or offended anyone during this whole time period. i know its fucked up.

what is it about my attitude thats turning people off? please tell me.

Re: excuse me?

[martymar]

hey...it's MARTINA...I luv you just like you r! But, really I do....you're awesome....and call me so we can chillllll 2gether

[annabee9]

I was reading what Mike said and realized that I'd been "skirting" you too, because anytime i am with you, I tend to be a bitch about what you've been doing. I apologise for that, but I'm so glad to see that you're coming to this realization.

I liked you better before all this got started. I miss that.

I think theres a party for Anne Rat-hell on Friday, if you're interested in some sober fun. I can give you the details if you want them.

[yusufkai]

Dude... I understand... whether or not you take me seriously at all... I dig what you say...
Dude... I gotta go get a present for my pops for Father's Day, never like going anywhere alone.
If you'll have me, we can go over there...
Talk...
Without chemical aid :_)
Yeah....
Seriously, man.
Seriously...
(301)-675-4042
-AJ

[kutekitty56]

the old you was what people are drawn to. stop struggling to be in with the 'cool people'. you stopped going to class (and home...), and if its cause the seniors werent going to class, realize this: the majority of us went to class on a regular basis when we were sophomores. even when we were juniors, we went to class more frequently than ive seen you go. dont fall into the senioritis trend as a sophomore. also, try to ease up on your smoking: its fine at parties, but you dont have to do it all the time. trust me, you dont want to be the person it can turn you into. call me sometime if you want more information on that rather cryptic statement.

Friday

[anonymous]

please give me a call; check your email; dad