chill today, chill tomorrow, lotsa chillin

May 28, 2003 12:49

im such a pot head..im sorry. i worry about myself, but more i worry about what my friends are saying and thinking. its sad. but ill get over it.
i will say that being a pot head is a lot of fun.
i want to go to prom with yev. i would get to dress up like a woman and go to prom. that would be classic. that night would be memory filled, but i dont think i can because of my parents. they have totally taken my social life away. it really sucks.
but i got to smoke with my dealer from night school finally. he's so cool. he lives in silver spring, and i want to bring some people down there on the metro so we can chill with him. but anyway.. today im sad and worried and dont know what to do. im gonna get some work done today. its a must.
not going to class is such an addiction i must feed. i know how bad it feels when the bell rings and im sitting there thinking i cant go to class, because it feels so good to just sit and waste away my high school years.
but in the end i wont regret it, because the people who make it fun are leaving so its kind of a comodity. i love you seniors. you are everything to me. you make me who i am today. without you i would be so much worse off than i am now. next years gonna be such a total bitch.
much love.
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