Crying is exhausting; I'm exhausted. Crying on a weekly basis has got to be unhealthy... I literally count the number of days before my next cry fest and I don't think it ever exceeds 10 days.

I've never wanted to be with someone so much for the rest of my life until I met you. I love everything about you and would be (no words) to have the opportunity to wake up to you everyday. I both dream and daydream about the next time I can be in your arms, the warmth of your cuddles, your hand which softly caressing my back after being apart, ( Read more... )

Sometimes my tummy hurts when I get hungry, tired or stressed/combo of stuff. The tummy pain can sometimes feel like.. Yknow. That. And then I can't sleep cos I'm thinking about that. And then I get nightmares because I'm thinking and feeling that. It's scary and I don't really talk to anyone about it. Then I get more sad because I'm alone which ( Read more... )

It sucks when you're literally 20mins away and you still feel like you're further than ever. I'm usually 2.5hrs away but on nights like this, I feel as if I'm overseas. Sometimes I don't think distance plays a role because even when I am close by... There isn't any effort to reach me. Reach me. Why am I always alone?

Still looking for that person I talked about November 10. That person would never leave me lonely on a Friday night after working late and driving 3hrs to get into the area. Take your space, girlfriend because as much as you wanna believe that you're with the same person you were 2yrs ago, with every day that passes, it's seeming like it's not. ( Read more... )

When you realize more and more how little you're worth.

Some things have changed for the better but I feel like there are some things that really won't. I don't think there's consideration for my schedule or my time, my feelings, my thoughts, my concerns. This relationship still runs on what is convenient for him: messages, calls, hanging out, talking in general all revolve around what is convenient for ( Read more... )

I have a bad habit with not writing when things are going well. I have a bad habit about writing when things aren't going well. I tell myself everyday to write about things that have been working but only find myself on here when they're not. Funny how things work sometimes.

I'm single / on a break right now. I don't even really mind or care. All I feel is numbness and anger. I don't really feel up to being in a relationship, especially with someone who comstantly lies to me and makes little attempt to make up for it. So I guess you could say I'm not in opposition to this break. I need space, time to think and time to ( Read more... )

Don't let me go. I promise I'm worth fighting for. I promise I've always been faithful and I've only ever loved you. I promise I'll try my best. I promise i will always be there ( Read more... )