Gaaah. Okay, im not even sure where to begin..so I'm just gonna say whats happened in the last 4 or 5 days all together b/c i dont remember what happened on each day ( Read more... )

Hey guys. Sorry, i didnt get the chance to write yesterday. I went out w/ Keegan, Becca, and Henrik -keep in mind Andrew was still at the beach- we went to Chris Davis's house..not many people were there, bout 15-20. We chilled and some people drank, i wasn't really havin the urge though, we watchin Jeepers Creepers 2! Ahhh, scary movie. I wasn't ( Read more... )

I wanna share this w/ you guys, its the email that Andrew sent me. He's leaving this morning - Saturday - to go to the beach, and will be coming home Sunday. His parents are stayin down there the whole week though and Andrew has to stay w/ his grandparents...haha. :-D, but anyway, this is what he said ( Read more... )

Gah...I never knew how much my friends mean to me. Me and Brian talked tonight on the phone for the first time ever, and i can honestly say hes AWESOME. Brian if your readin this i LoVe you! I wouldn't make it if it weren't for you. But i think we got ALOT closer, which makes me very happy b/c i really want to get closer to you. But anyway... ( Read more... )

Hey Guys. Gah...today sucked. First of all...i slept until 2:00, alot of you are thinking dang, i wish i could do that, well i hate it. I waste the day away, even if all im doing is watching t.v. it just makes me feel so damn lazy. So then Jake and Keegan call and they're like whats up, what are you doing blah de blah de blah...and Jakes like were ( Read more... )

Gaaaah, people piss me off SO freakin bad sometimes. i CaNnOt stand people who lie...thats number ONE on my list of things i hate * ants are like..number 5* hahaha, for those of you who read my last journal. But anyway, ok..my friend..actually no, my *once* friend, Chase Suggs, has this problem about lying to girls and just knows exactly what to ( Read more... )

I DEDICATE THIS JOURNAL TO BRIAN! B/C YOU FINALLY FOUND MY JOURNAL AND I AM SOOOO SO PROUD OF YOU. GOOD JOB BABE! I'M SORRY IF I SCARE YOU W/ ALL MY BOY PROBLEMS! I LOVE YOU THOUGH!!!!!! :-D

-JuDe-

Hey Guys. Gah, tonight was TOO perfect. I SAW MY BABY!!!!! Gah, it was a feeling like no other just being in his arms. I was in my room on my computer and i turn around and hes just standing right there...i swear i got chills. Then he just pulled me close to him and hugged me and gah, it was priceless. Nothing went on tonight though, so me and ( Read more... )

Hey Everyone. It's been a while, sorry! I wrote like 2 days ago but was messin' w/ something and it deleted everything that i wrote and i was too pissed off to rewrite it all haha. But I hope all of you are doing wonderful! I sure am. Andrew and I are 'officially' going out, we have the title, he asked me out...uhh...haha, h/o, May 15th. haha. I ( Read more... )

Ugh! I just freakin wrote a journal and it didnt save it...well sorry guys but im not writing all that again but ill sum it up. Today sucked...badly, i cried b/c i was frustrated and bombed my history test..but now i get to see Andrew and it will all be 10000000 times better b/c hes the only one right now who i can just look at and be happy. Thank ( Read more... )