good bye everyone

"If You Were Mine ( Read more... )

HI EVERYONE, MY NAME IS JASON

I AM HERE TO BE FUCKED OVER AND USED ALL THE TIME...

i seem to go out of my way and do good deads for others but then get fucked over in the end...

so take this as ur invitation to FUCK ME OVER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! OR USE ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i love you world

NOT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

god i wanna just call her back right now and talk to her but the way she asked if i was gonna call back seemed so wrong like she did not wanna talk at all anymore tonight.. i cant sleep on nights liek this... it makes me wonder if its all so true (how we feel for each other) at times like this.. cuz i wanna know that she cant sleep and calls me to ( Read more... )

right now i feel really really alone, i dont even know how to explain it... i am fucken doing what i hate doing, and that is crying... god i hate it ( Read more... )

well right now i feel like complete shit... and honestly i feel as if i am talking to myself, cuz liek no one other then megan reads my lj's.... ofcoarse u mean the world to me megan and dont think its bad ur the only one but sorry ( Read more... )

i wish there was a way for me to express my feelings ( Read more... )

well it has been over 24 hours now that we have been broken up, and alot of things have been said and done sofar.... it scary, crazy and very confusing ( Read more... )

why must i be treated like this at home???? my mom is a totall bitch and she should realize how retarded she is... god she treats us all like shit.... my granny from germany is in town and shes even treating her like shit alot... i am fed up with this bullshit... thank god i am still allowed to live here tho, if i would be on my own i would be ( Read more... )

i have like fucked up almost once to may times, i am really scared... i hope to god that all will get better and be fixed, cuz i know it will me... i love you megan, sorry for all the stupid shit i put you thru and all the shitty times we have... i love you megan