june 19th radiohead who is comming with me?

new music overload to the max extreme ( Read more... )

im noticing a patteren.... i seem to update when working on a paper that makes my life miserable ( Read more... )

there was something about standing on top of my car, holding an umbrella in the middle of a lightning storm at 1am that made me feel more alive than ever. it was a rush that i struggle to put in words. unbelieveable really. i can only imagin what the few people who happend to be up and driving by at the time were thinking when they saw me. not that ( Read more... )

i have finally broke myself down. i have come close before, but tonight i have finally gone off of the edge i can't keep doing things the way i am right now, its time to change ( Read more... )

i feel sick, like throwing up. i can't really explain.

i hate the feeling i have right now, it makes english homework rather impossible.....

AAAAGGGGHHHHHHHH!

i feel almost like i am going to cry..... wow yeah bad.

my mind is full of fear and loathing ( Read more... )

If you were to compare me to myself just one year ago at this time, you would find a whole different person. Just one year ago on this date exactly was the start of a few months of depression. i had just spent the past 6 months training and working my ass for something that, was gone in a blink of an eye. i went from running the race of my life in ( Read more... )

I get home from work and you're still standing in your dressing gown ( Read more... )

yeah its just funny



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