driving through lawrence into lowell around midnight last night gave me the most insecure feeling ive had in a long time. one more semester here, and then i'll really be lost. after almost a month back in maine, i was able to get in touch with about a quarter of the people i would like to have seen. next time?

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MoRjbIQMXGQ

so, the new school thing is going pretty well. im still getting used to dorm life, but i lucked-out in getting my room. i am in a very quiet dorm on the best side of campus with neighbors that would be my friends even if they weren't neighbors ( Read more... )

moving to massachusetts for the next big adventure- grad school. im looking forward to the new lifestyle, and more importantly, getting paid a lot for just a few hours of work. i already paid off the balance on my car and bought a new laptop ( Read more... )

sometimes it feels good to gain people's sympathy

you get better results without acting like you need it

it's good to grow up

in the past i used LJ more to keep in touch with friends than to actually keep a journal. but that old group of friends seems to have almost dissolved, with regrettably little resistance from me ( Read more... )

Strange that I just started paying attention to LJ again and notice my name on the tag list of a good friend of mine. Play tag, and look for your name at the bottom of my list ( Read more... )

and so the truth becomes known: any girl who is actually curious about you will kiss you first

Leave your name and ( Read more... )

i dont feel like i can do this anymore

is it too early to run away from it?

this relationship thing... i have nothing better in sight, but is it still right to drag it on in hopes?

it sucks when the most important decision is how to be less of an asshole.