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Proud To Be White

Someone finally said it.
How many are actually paying attention to this?

There are African Americans, Mexican Americans,
Asian Americans, Arab Americans, Native Americans, etc.
And then there are just Americans.

You pass me on the ( Read more... )

Society's basic policy seems to be that you give one the benefit of the doubt...Assume people are good until they prove you wrong ( Read more... )

Wow...If you had told me 4 years ago that it would turn out this way, I would have accused you of total lunacy...I can't even get my mind around my feelings right now...It's like all our differences finally caught up with us...And I can't seem to understand it all...I've said all there is to say...But I guess I haven't said the right thing...But if ( Read more... )

Tired...Working way too much...70ish hours a week at the jail is taking its toll...But I'd rather be there, busy, than not there with so much time on my hands...Too much time to think...As long as I stay occupied, there's no room for the dark things to creep in ( Read more... )

So let's see...Vacation...I needed it badly...And I got it...So let's recap...

~ The man of my dreams moved to Vermont...

~ I spent the week alone instead of with my Dad :(...

~ My mom was committed...

~ I spent Thursday night in the ER with hearing loss due to an infection of my ear canals...They are swollen shut...And there is a wick in the ( Read more... )

To Whom It May Concern:

It is official. I am now a licensed biker biatch. Fuckin A.

Respectfully Submitted,
Jillian L. Powers

That's right folks...I bought a motorcycle this weekend...And it's gorgeous...And I can't wait to go cruisin with my Jail Crew ( Read more... )

That's sorta my mood lately...In a nutshell ( Read more... )

Exhaustion...I'm working 60-70 hours a week at the jail...Usually overnight on the late shift...Which totally fucks up my sleep pattern...So now I just try to get a few hours here and there when I can...It's crazy...But money is tight...And desperate times call for desperate measures ( Read more... )

I walked Back Bay the other night. It brought back a flood of memories. All very good memories of a bad situation...Or a situation that turned bad anyway. It's funny how people come in and out of our lives...Some on good terms...Others not so much. Sometimes feelings change...And sometimes they don't. And sometimes you can't help but wonder ( Read more... )