OKAY SO SUP it's been a while LJ. I got so used to just posting shit when I was feeling crappy and posting most of the good stuff on facebook that I kind of forgot about you once I stopped feeling so shitty all the time. I'm sorry baby, I'll never leave you again. (Probably a lie ( Read more... )

My two cents as posted in the MMO-Champion thread ( Read more... )

Brand new layout. I wanted more display picture space so I had to switch to a plus account, but my old layout didn't work with it. I'll miss it, it did me well. This one's nice too, though. Shouldn't take too long to get used to it ( Read more... )

Went to the doctor's office today. He gave me a questionnaire, some pamphlets, some sample meds, and said he'd refer me to a councilor/therapist. I go back in two weeks.

I feel weird taking medication. I mean, I realize something is wrong with me, but nothing... physically feels wrong. Like my brain is still saying, "what the fuck ever, you're ( Read more... )

Will, should all things go perfectly, be joining choral conductor Eric Whitacre in the summer for his Paradise Lost show at Carnegie Hall.

Carnegie fucking Hall

I WON THE FUCKING SCHOLARSHIP HOLY FUCKINGSHIT

I'm pretty sure I still need to arrange my own transport and stay there, but HOLY FUCK. HOLY FUCK AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH

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Reply to this post, and I'll tell you one reason why I like you. Then put this in your own journal, and spread the love.

New icon because I'm a total dorkus maximus and was up way too late screwing around with my own face. BUT IT LOOKS SO COOL.

Nevermind. Not doing it.

Date was meh. Had fun, but the guy is way more shy and qiet IRL than online. I felt like I was trailing a puppy around with me the entire time. A very quiet, well-behaved puppy. Mnrrgh. I've kind of backed off a bit from him since; I feel horrible about it, but... what else are you gonna do? Siiigh. Knew it was a little too good to be true ( Read more... )