when i just cant believe he puts up with my crap. i refuse to believe that it originated here. in my head. i just need to see him more. it's never enough. then i go insane. i'm angry. i hate him. i hate him for not calling me when i want him to *it's quite simple to call him myself* but i dont. i hate him for not seeing me. theres a reasonable ( Read more... )

i realized *now that i've been away from home for one day*

that it will be difficult to survive the first few MONTHS of college life *especially all the way up in tallahasee* sp.

I've gotten to know sam and tyler *well the nelsons in general* on a whole nother level. it's very frustrating. sam is kinda self centered and inconsiderate. ty is cocky and ( Read more... )

it's so frustrating with her crap.

i just asked if i could hang out at his friends house with him and she automatically assumed there was an ulterior motive.

she gave me the hardest look i've ever seen and i swear i wanted to slap that expression off her face.

i can't do shit without her suspecting something.

it's starting to piss me off. this is ( Read more... )

jonathan would never have done any of that to me.

so yea good bday. no party. ahaha.

we went iceskating.

i had fun.

had to hold jonathan's hand cos he looked sooo retarded trying to iceskate

major improvements on my own iceskating. haha.

i felt kinda bad though cos i never like jorge's gifts X_X

.lmfao.

never...

and he's improved so much.

he started off getting me stuff he would buy himself. and ( Read more... )

took jorge to the "throw back jam" for the legal and public affairs academy. It was fun :)

i honestly though t it would be boring.

Jorge knocked over 2 glasses of soda

it was so cute.lol.

ahhh! so many little things just remind me of how much i love this boy

at one point a song came out that EVERYONE except Jorge and I knew. they were singing it ( Read more... )

i didnt really like my reactions. it's such a retarded thing but i dunno i guess i just felt like saying it.lol ( Read more... )

this morning i dreaded math. i always do. i'm already failing the class so what's the point of being there ( Read more... )

watching the car flip a couple times in front of us left me unsure about what was going to happen. would we break ( Read more... )

love augustana ( Read more... )