apparently i am now going to santa fe. amazing. dont ever be fooled into thinking you're finally done with these damn decisions. the meeting with our financial advisor is now over. gotta fax my residency crap to santa fe now. hm.

i feel very queasy now. not as sure as i was a week ago when i thought i was going to FIU. it's true. it's a great ( Read more... )

everytime i feel like i've made a decision, clicked the "yes i confirm" button, it's STILLL NEEDS TO BE MADE. so now i'm not even going to fiu. i'm going to miami dade for a year and then applying to uf in the spring because AUBREY TOLD MY MOM THAT EVERYONE GETS IN IN THE SPRING. so now that's the plan. it sucks finally feeling like "ok, i'm done ( Read more... )

so, i didnt get into uf. and surprisingly, i'm doing just fine :)

i'm not too crazy about going to fsu at all. i feel like im forcing myself to go just to avoid fiu. i dunno...i dunno. i was thinking of that santa fe thing. but i really honestly dont want to try again. i just think that....well today before i checked it, i had a little talk with ( Read more... )

i can't imagine how much more jealous i would be if eddy was a chick. I mean it's bad enough i'm jealous of my boyfriend's best friend, AND he's a guy. eugh. i hate this. every single freakin day of break he's hung out with eddy. i'm not even exaggerating when i say every single day *excluding the time he spent with me* but sure enough even after ( Read more... )

So yeap...just like jess i'm waiting on UF. Eh. Might as well. But i'm still going ahead with the fsu plans. doing the housing someday soon. it's whatever. everything is whatever. cant wait to get out of here. i know i'll miss somethings but i think i'll get something bigger. i love my jorgeee. i'm tired right now.

I always heard about the stress of college apps and all that shit senior year but i didnt think it would really affect me.

and it didddd. I went to my counselor today, my 533,3082938th visit. she already knows my name, first and last, my issues. my grades. Today she was telling me that she was proud of my grades this last grading period. They were ( Read more... )

so UF looks really good :(

it depresses me

i started the application today.

FSU killed me w/how centralized it was. yeuck. and my feet hurt :(

they were both cool in different ways. i liked UF's way better though. dammmit. NEED TO GET IN. NEED. NEED. i need an amazing essay. AMAZING AMAZING. blehhh. i have to take the ACT over again. because i feel ( Read more... )

was whatever. Got my thinking time. that i wanted. really did think. realized how retarded i was being *yet i continue to learn things best the hard way* Jorge came over today. met my dad. then we had to drive him to the airport. missed jorge a lot. hadnt realized it until he had to go home. i must continue with my algebra 2 online tomorrow. it ( Read more... )

I WANT TO SCREW UP SOOO BAD. I WANT TO FEEL THE INTENSITY OF IT. I WANT TO KISS SOMEONE I'M NOT SUPPOSED TO KISS. I WANT TO JUMP OFF A MOUNTAIN SO I CAN FEELL MYSELF FALLING. THEN I WANT TO FALL ASLEEP ON A BENCH WHILE IT'S RAINING. TO TOP IT ALL OFF I WANT TO FALL ASLEEP NEXT TO JORGE AT THE END OF IT ALL.

i want to feel everything. everything ( Read more... )

so i just got back from harry potter. I ended up inviting jorge even though i was pissed because i clearly stated that i wanted to hang out with my friends. That is...until i actually met stephane. well, that was the beginning of it. Stephane is super tall *like justin* and he is soooo not cute. He's a fun kid though. I really like him, except for ( Read more... )