Let me just get this out: Sometimes I need to shut my mouth and maybe if I did so more often I wouldn't hurt feelings and break hearts so damn much. But why would you say things like that? Why do you sit there and say things to me that you know will hurt me? Why is it that my *best friend* is the one doing this ( Read more... )

It's difficult to describe him. ( On the first day of camp, he came across to me as an attractive jerk... )

My new private teacher told me to call her 'Mandy', although Gianna's mother referred to her as Amanda. She's awfully outgoing and kind.

And she's far more than competent. She fixed my bow hold - something no other teacher has ever been able to do XD And she's really cool about me playing in too many orchestras.

But then I totally screwed up in my ( Read more... )

El oh el @ morning rehearsal ( Read more... )

Yesterday was strange.

My teacher gave me an address for the recital hall that I was supposed to play Bach at. The neighborhood is pretty far, so after driving for about 45 minutes I finally got to the West branch of SMS. (I usually attend the MLC (south) branch)

The building itself is pretty beautiful. It's all creamy and mansion-y. It's got this ( Read more... )

I'm not doing fabulously in English like I did last year. The difference? This time last year, I was constantly ficcing. So I really want to get back to that, but there's not enough time between all the lessons and rehearsals and concerts and recitals and oh God I have to audition for Certification and take my state exams next month. Noooo. I need ( Read more... )

So I'm feeling really bad for Jordan - he's emotionally messed up cuz of this girl and he can't even pick up his viola, he's so upset D:

In PE today I had a tickle fight with one of the boys in my class. Holy shit, he has a six-pack ._. Like...OMB

I have to wear a strapless dress and heels for my Suzuki graduation recital on Sunday. I'm going to fall ( Read more... )

The Vivaldi (Allegro from Concerto No. 6 from L'estro Armonico, RV356) that I've been listening to sounded like it would be pretty straightforward to play ( Read more... )

Okay. I think Isabela's pretty annoyed at me now. I played a two-octave F major scale as a warm-up in front of her (as if saying "HA I can go into fifth position and you CAN'T) and expressed to Renee that I just might audition for the Bolero solo ( Read more... )

Whoa. It's been such a long time since I last posted.

( I messed up my solo on the 17th... )